"Eggs"actly The Truth



. I was thinking about my life and how my future is an open book waiting to be written. Then I started to think I would put my investigation into having weight loss surgery on hold just in case I get a job that pays well enough. Then I thought about this:


I can't put all my hopes and dreams on this nanny job that I don't even have, yet. I still have to interview for it. This quote about eggs in one basket made me think of the next one.



I don't have the job yet. I can't stop looking for a job. Nor can I stop looking at ways to lose weight & get healthy. I was thinking of how this nanny job would benefit me in losing weight like having more money to actually buy the foods I know I need to. I have also realized that sometimes it takes a combination of things to get healthier. 

Part of being healthier takes a combination of things including, but not limited to physical, emotional, spiritual, mental, or social. It takes a lot to be truly healthy and I will get truly healthy one day. It one be by having all my eggs in on basket or counting on things that haven't happened. I need to work on it day to day, even moment to moment. 

I love that my future isn't written in stone yet. That I can change my path at any time by altering it even just a smidge. Life is good! I just had to finally allow myself to see that. I love that I have found peace and happiness and know that it can/will continue to go as long as I work towards it. 

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