1000 WORDS


Hello Again! Sorry it's been awhile! I hope to be able to keep this up as I make this new journey! Welcome about this new journey I am about to embark on!

They say a picture is worth a 1000 words. Well this picture...


(Ignore this bruises on my mom's face. She had eye surgery a couple days before.She'll probably shoot me for posting this picture. LOL )


And this picture....



Each say at least a 1000 words each... or at least they did to me. In more ways than one! =) One is VERY obvious and I will get to that in a moment or so. =) This picture is from 38th birthday in 2014.

I loved that I had birthday dinner with some of those who are most precious to me. I love having these pictures as reminders of that! I love that my mom and I are now best friends. That little boy's head in the picture is my great nephew day. He is a daily reminder that miracles still happen. These are just a couple of things these pictures said to me. Now for the obvious!

I am a BIG woman! I didn't realize how big until I saw these pictures! I was quite surprised and disappointed. I now know a lot of it is due to the health of my body. I was rediagnosed with hypothyroidism plus there are others.I decided that since I now love myself it's time to really take care of ME! So I went back to Dr. Moore in Midway. She has already done a great change with me. I am now eating just meats, eggs, legumes, veggies, and a little fruit. I have noticed a change in my body being less swollen. Well at least in my stomach. It's the first time in a little over 2 yrs ago

Dr. Moore is running a bunch of blood tests. Already found out from past blood tests that I am low on some things and high one others. I was able to look at my lab results from the local hospital and you could see a steady decline in numbers last year. I am low on protein, all B vitamins, sodium, calcium, and who knows what else.

I believe these pictures are my last BEFORE pictures. I will keep you all posted. I am still so grateful for the love of myself, the peace, and happiness I have found on this journey! =) Thank you for sharing my journey with me! =)



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