The New Changes!
So I am loving Xyngular so far. No I am not just saying that to advertise it, I say it because it is true! It Xyng is amaxyng! It has helped me greater than any medicine the doctor as ever prescribed for me. It gives me the extra that I have been needing. I know I still have habits and things I need to change, but I believe with the Lord's help and Xyng I can change. I feel like I really can become the best version of me that I can! I was a huge skeptic before.
One of the biggest things for me is the difference it has made in the whole Matt thing. I know I how I feel about him and his walking out of my life. It has left a great whole in my heart and my life. While it still hurts a lot that my best friend & a friend of 5 years is gone with me not knowing why I do not cry every time I think about him or the situation. I find it easier to go out and make new friends female and male. Thursday night (which was our date night) no longer make me want to crawl into bed and just cry. I actually got out and played volleyball the first Thursday on Xyng. I didn't even think of Matt that whole night! It brought back memories of 28th Ward days of volleyball. I even did say "fruit" once. It made me laugh. I was one of the youngest there. Which was funny. It makes me want to make single friends more my own age, but I am so glad I went. It was a lot of fun and I enjoyed myself a lot!!!
Friday night I had my five cousins over we went to the rec center swimming and they spent the night. I enjoyed the evening thoroughly! I am so glad we did that! We will have to do it more often! I had been talking about it, just not doing it!
Saturday night I wanted to go out, but didn't know what to do. I put out a couple of shouts of Facebook. Staci Hover did respond when she read it even though she had plans, but she hoped I found something to do. Which was very sweet of her. I did find something to do. I met a guy online a few weeks ago - WE ARE JUST FRIENDS - there is no interest on my part whatsoever. I am still hung up on Matt too much, but we get along good as friends. His name is Kyle. We went to Dee's dance at Noah's in South Jordan. We didn't dance with each other or anyone else, but just talked and people watched. It was still a lot of fun! I am glad I went.
Even though after I dropped Kyle off at home it got bad. I accidentally popped mom's tire and couldn't change the tire. Which all reminded me of Matt because when I went to get another dog (which I didn't keep) Matt was with me. It made me miss Matt and I was frustrated because I couldn't figure out how to change the tire on this car. Plus I don't know how I am going to fix the tire cuz money is extra tight. It has always been tight, but extra tight now that I no longer babysit. Hopefully I can get more customers than just my dad.
Well there you have the new changes. I am going to try and keep you up to date on the new happenings in my life. Take care and thank you for following along on my journey of my life. :)
One of the biggest things for me is the difference it has made in the whole Matt thing. I know I how I feel about him and his walking out of my life. It has left a great whole in my heart and my life. While it still hurts a lot that my best friend & a friend of 5 years is gone with me not knowing why I do not cry every time I think about him or the situation. I find it easier to go out and make new friends female and male. Thursday night (which was our date night) no longer make me want to crawl into bed and just cry. I actually got out and played volleyball the first Thursday on Xyng. I didn't even think of Matt that whole night! It brought back memories of 28th Ward days of volleyball. I even did say "fruit" once. It made me laugh. I was one of the youngest there. Which was funny. It makes me want to make single friends more my own age, but I am so glad I went. It was a lot of fun and I enjoyed myself a lot!!!
Friday night I had my five cousins over we went to the rec center swimming and they spent the night. I enjoyed the evening thoroughly! I am so glad we did that! We will have to do it more often! I had been talking about it, just not doing it!
Saturday night I wanted to go out, but didn't know what to do. I put out a couple of shouts of Facebook. Staci Hover did respond when she read it even though she had plans, but she hoped I found something to do. Which was very sweet of her. I did find something to do. I met a guy online a few weeks ago - WE ARE JUST FRIENDS - there is no interest on my part whatsoever. I am still hung up on Matt too much, but we get along good as friends. His name is Kyle. We went to Dee's dance at Noah's in South Jordan. We didn't dance with each other or anyone else, but just talked and people watched. It was still a lot of fun! I am glad I went.
Even though after I dropped Kyle off at home it got bad. I accidentally popped mom's tire and couldn't change the tire. Which all reminded me of Matt because when I went to get another dog (which I didn't keep) Matt was with me. It made me miss Matt and I was frustrated because I couldn't figure out how to change the tire on this car. Plus I don't know how I am going to fix the tire cuz money is extra tight. It has always been tight, but extra tight now that I no longer babysit. Hopefully I can get more customers than just my dad.
Well there you have the new changes. I am going to try and keep you up to date on the new happenings in my life. Take care and thank you for following along on my journey of my life. :)
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